
This is how I felt at the end.
Let me start at the beginning ...
Crystal, Dad, and I woke up nice and early (5:15am) to get ready for our races. We actually got a really good night's rest, so we felt ready to go. Dad drove us to the Metro, which took us to the DC Armory where the start was. Here is a picture of us on the Metro. It was eerily quiet--filled with nervous runners and sleepy spectators.

Dad snapped a picture of Crystal and me as we walked through the 30 degree temperatures to the warm Armory where Scott (Smith--Jenna's husband) was waiting. We all chatted nervously about our goals and the weather and the course. As usual, it was really neat being surrounded by other runners experiencing the same feelings as us.

We got in line to go to the bathroom with about 25 minutes until the start. We were cutting it close. Here is a picture of the bathroom lines. This is very typical at large races.

After the bathrooms, we headed toward the start line. Scott was in corral 4, Crystal and I were in corral 8 (the last one). We told Scott we would be sending speed vibes his way. He was attempting to qualify for Boston. You'll have to finish reading this post to find out if he did (just like I had to finish my race before I found out).
Here is a picture of Crystal and me passing over the start line (about 7 minutes after the gun went off). We look so happy...

I posted earlier that I would be trying Galloway's run/walk method for this marathon. I wasn't feeling 100% for this race, because I had just done the Myrtle Beach Marathon. So, I was really excited to try this approach. I made it to the first mile marker in just over 10 minutes (the crowd was too big to fight my way through, but that was probably a good thing--to keep me from starting off too fast). I started walking right at the mile marker (one minute at each mile marker) and was praying that these walk breaks would really work--that I wasn't just wasting time. The first few miles were really good. I'm usually pretty tight and uncomfortable for the first 3 miles or so of a race, but I wasn't at all this time. I walked a lot the day before and I think that helped loosen me up.
After a few miles, I started feeling a little sluggish and things started hurting. It wasn't anything new--it just wasn't what I wanted to be feeling on race day. I was actually gradually getting a little bit faster through the first half. But, it was taking more effort than I knew I should be giving in the first half. The first half of Myrtle Beach was pure joy. This wasn't.
The walk breaks were heaven, though. I felt wonderful after each walk break and found myself passing a lot of people once I started running again. My plan was to cut out the walk breaks when I got to mile 18, if I was feeling strong. By about the half marathon mark, I was pretty sure that I would be run/walking to mile 20. I wasn't feeling strong. In fact, here are a few pictures of me at mile 13. I gave a couple thumbs up for the camera. Then, as I passed, I turned around and decided to tell the truth. "I'm hurting, Dad!" I don't think he believed me because I was smiling. Looks can be deceiving.



After the half marathon mark, I started feeling better. It was a wonderful surprise. Maybe it was because I took my first gel at that time, or maybe it was because everything had just gone numb. Either way, I was getting happier and trying to just savor the running atmosphere and the beautiful city. Around mile 14, I kind of got stuck in my thoughts and was just kind of plodding along. And then, I heard my name. Jenna and her kids were waiting for me around mile 15. I was so excited to see them! I didn't think I would see them at all during this race, because I figured they would be chasing Scott around the whole time. I threw my arms out and ran straight to Jared (my 6 year old BFF) for a hug. And I kept on running.
I honestly don't remember much for the next few miles. I do remember crossing over a really long bridge that seemed forever to get across. I wasn't sure if I was slowing down, but I knew things weren't getting a whole lot better. So, when I got to mile 20, I knew that I would be run/walking to at least mile 23. I was really fine with that, because I didn't have a time goal and I was making pretty good time at that point.
Mile 23. Hunger and fatigue and light-headedness hit me like a ton of bricks. I walked for a few minutes and cried in frustration. I wanted somebody to give me a handful of pretzels. That's all I wanted. I knew the pretzels would give me energy. I wasn't sure what to do. I had never experienced this before. I didn't feel like I could finish. I had three miles left and I didn't think I could finish. There is nothing more frustrating than that. I had used up all of my mantras and was left to just this: "I am strong. I am strong. I am strong." I kept telling myself that over and over until I finally started running again. I used the "towel" to wipe the tears out of my eyes and pushed on. I don't know what happened in the next miles.
I saw Ryan and Christopher (the two oldest Smith boys) somewhere in mile 25. I thanked my lucky stars when I saw them, and then I proceeded to walk. I wanted to run all the way in with them, but I knew I had to get one last walk break in. I started running again when I reached them. I told them they had to get me to the finish line. I told them to not stop talking until we got there. They told me about Crystal (finished the half with a 10 min PR in 2:25!). They told me about their dad qualifying for Boston (3:21!). They told me how much further I had to go. Then Scott met us right before mile 26. He kept talking. He told me everything they had to eat at the finish line. He told me about running with the mayor of DC (and beating him in). Then, all of the sudden, they were gone. I was on my own for the finish. I saw the finish line and heard the announcer. I finally knew that I would be able to make it. I passed through the finish line and ran straight into the man who put the medal around my neck. I held onto his arms for a minute or so. I didn't say anything. He told me to hold on, you finished strong, congratulations, good job, you deserve this medal. And then, he gently pushed me along. Someone handed me a big, soft pretzel covered with salt.
Coming in at the finish
I found the gang and got hugs all around. I was so happy to see Dad right there at the end. I knew he wanted to be out there running. He said he almost started running when he heard the start gun go off.
My time was 4:18:19. Exactly 20 seconds faster than Myrtle Beach. I walked over 26 minutes and was feeling pitiful and still beat my time. I am a fan of
Jeff Galloway.

I was wanting to run the Nashville Country Music Marathon in April (just so I could say I did 3 marathons in 3 months), but now I'm feeling like I need to rest. Quality over quantity. I want my next marathon to be under 4 hours. I am pretty confident that with a solid training plan and lots of rest and recovery, I'll be able to make my goal in the Fall.
Here is a re-cap of my thoughts on this last marathon.
Things I was experimenting with:
1. I didn't bring any fuel with me. I knew they would have gels at miles 13 and 20, so I wanted to see if that would be enough.
2. Run/walk method.
3. I ate half a powerbar and a whole banana and drank half a bottle of water and half a bottle of gatorade for breakfast. I think these were all good choices.
4. I went with no time goal.
5. Seeing if I could handle two marathons in just over a month.
Lessons learned:
1. Fuel, Fuel, FUEL!!!!! I needed more than two gels. I was craving pretzels or peanuts. My peanuts have worked in the past, so I'm bringing those along next time. And I think I'll start the gels around mile 6 or 8 next time.
2. Run/walk method.
Jeff Galloway is an inspired man. I had the worst race of my life (inadequate preparation/insufficient fueling) and made my best time. And I felt great afterwards (walked around DC for 5 hours that afternoon).
3. I did not get any black toenails (this was a first)! I'm still not sure why. Possible reasons: a. new socks b. walk breaks c. my toes have been too beat up to care anymore.
4. Getting a good walk in the day before helped loosen me up for the start.
Here are the official
race results.
Jenna, Jared, and me
Dad
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